Being, as in human being. But also, spiritual being. How much of us is human and how much is spirit? That is a thought I have been focusing on this week. I am a product of Catholic school. Aside from a couple of years in elementary school, I spent my whole adolescence being taught catholicism. Now that I have started this spiritual journey, I have been recalling some of those teachings. One in particular is the teaching that Jesus was both human and divine. That is what set him apart. Now, please don’t get me wrong, I do not want to diminish Jesus’ position, but I believe we are all human and divine. I also believe that we teeter between the two and struggle to find a balance. Or maybe, more accurately, struggle to integrate both sides into one complete being.
I think for the majority of people the struggle is to become fully connected to your spirit side. Especially in today’s world with so much going on all the time, its hard to disconnect and find your spirit self, let alone thrive in your spirit self. But for some, myself included, connecting with your spirit self becomes the focal point of life. Its easier in some sense than connecting with the human side. That’s where the trouble starts. The journey into spirituality morphs from being a noble pursuit into an attempt to escape your human self all together. Life is hard, who wouldn’t want to escape into a world of peace and joy, or at least the quest to find those things. Non-spiritual people do it all the time with drugs, alcohol, or whatever addiction strikes their fancy, the options are limitless. Spirituality is better than those, right? I’m not so sure.
A thought snuck in that seemed to give me an answer. I studied acting in college and through those years I learned about two very well known acting teachers with different techniques used to create a character. One was Stanislavski, who taught about starting from the inner world of the character. Feelings, thoughts, beliefs, etc. (Sound familiar? :P) The other was Chekov who believed you could build your character from the outside in by putting on their clothes, walking a certain way, finding physicalities unique to this new character, and letting that guide you.
What these two techniques have in common are that they both lead to the same destination. A fully realized character. Neither is right or wrong, they are as good as the actor applying the technique. And no character is complete until you fill in both their inner world and their outer world. So, with that realization, I think I’ve come to a new understanding. As long as you are not wallowing in the technique so much so that you lose sight of the goal at hand, it does not matter if you start from the outside, the human side, or the inside, the spiritual side. The destination is a full fledged being, both human and divine. Eventually you will need to incorporate the other side anyway. It just takes a little awareness to work on both sides and keep your eye on the destination of being.